Still not over it
I’ve been told that I have been exceedingly mopey these past few days. (Gee, people, could you guess why?)
Remember at the end of 23′s recap, I said, “What will episode 24 bring? I have this vague feeling CH will relent in the end. Either that or everyone dies, and that can’t be possible, so I go for the happy end.”
AHAHAHA. DEAD OF IRONY.
Nonetheless, I have successfully diagnosed myself with the five stages of grief, in regards to Gil Dong and Enok (not to mention the most awesome group of people ever, the HBD!)
They are denial, anger, bargaining, depression, and acceptance. Pris was there during my denial phase, ‘Oh no they didn’t!’
You were all there for my giant, capslock-filled anger stage, I think.
I seem to have skipped the bargaining stage altogether in favour for a longer depression period. Not even Korean food with two awesome friends did that much. So… walking towards acceptance as I listen to the soundtrack over and over again.
After that, expect the fanfic. I will not just lie down and let my heart be stomped over, dammit.
(As I type, I’m listening to the fire arrows song and tearing up. Still not over it, I guess.)
Hugs to all of you who are feeling the same.
P.S. The fire arrows song is called ‘Lar Meg a Kjenne’ – it’s Norwegian, and therefore out of my realm of translatability. But I’m sure if you google the song you’ll find lyrics. Here’s the download link – it’s MU.